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my heart's a tart;
chocolates are my best friends. walking loudhaler. face made of rubber. ability to have multiple moodswing-asms in a day. them(: emotional wreck. baller. dancing like nobody's watching. songs in the shower. love and be loved. stop breathing if i dont see you anymore.
your body is rent.

ballet flats.
New iPod.
SWEET SIXTEENTH.
tongue piercing.
silver lined flops.
the date movie/dorm.
new mobile.
a tattoo.
jeans.
take me to a movie!
piercing at the top of right ear.
zara top.
Secret wish by Anna Sui.
every me;

tresha.
fiona.
james.
michelle.
sophia.
yaht.
yunhua.
nazurah.
ryan.
jared.
sijin.
juliana.
nabilah.
alane.
angelie.
jiedeng.
jessica.
nadera.
parvane.
shauny.
teresa.
laffyette.
sharon.
gimyen.
yvonne.
and every you.

Friday, April 28, 2006

HONEY,I HAVE MOVED.
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LOVE,
ME (:


layed here,charmed at 9:04 PM

Sunday, April 16, 2006

"teach me wrong from right."

celebrated my advanced 16th today with the pr school besties. had a blast. they saved me from a down right miserable week. i heart them loads. oh gimmy's boy was there too, preston. went to watch black night when were supposed to watch the art of seduction. gimmy's changed over the years, she has become.. more sexual. hahaha. we were on the phone last night till like 1230am and she keep going through a list of potential movies and guess what were her options. the art of seduction-PG sexual references, boy eats girl-funny,sexy teen horror, keeping mum-NC16 nudity,the producers-PG some sexual references and black night. notice all the options, one thing common, the 3 letters s e x. hahaha. after all we ended up watching black night which totally kicked ass. cuz the actor some guo ping chao guy in the 1st one was droolworthy hot. and well cuz us 3 girlies kept the whole cinema entertained with our lame humour. esp the row of guys in front of us who kept turning back after the comments we kept making. like there was this one part the girl kept spitting out water(she was like a ghost) and gimmy went : "walau she think she merlion ah,spit water until like that." hahaha we burst out laughing. then gimmy did it again during the second one when there was this like monster creature: " i come here to see ghost show,you show me some stupid ultraman sotong monster. wth" laughter again. then it was my turn during the third one, it was this thai thing :" omg i didnt understand one part of that, she like recorder." and at the end gimmy went :" what the.. the husband become retard, i thought he die liao." we laughed so loud,i think there were echos.there were many more comments in between but if i typed them all out, my fingers would hurt. hehehe. i love my girlies(:

so befrore the movie gimmy got me my present. A TOP EAR PIERCING. yeah baby. i hope this time it doesnt get an infection and whatever else. after so long i finally get it done and over with. after the movie we head to taka, departmental store to check out possible pressies for some people. they had the osim fare going on and there was like this mini contest where old people were dancing to "THE HUSTLE". freaking funny i swear. then they had to choose a winner by round of applause so when they announced this lady's name, wati or something i was like :" eh i like that name." and we all screamed for her. hahaha. then gimmy and preston left so me and jess went to topshop and forever for some retail therapy. bought myself the coral top and matching earings. money flew away. decided to head home then.

and thats when the most fcuked thing happened. me and jess were waiting for our bus when finally mine came so since it was like 2nd inbetween 3 buses i decided i 'd wait for it to move infront instead of walking there. so im tapping my feet waiting when suddenly the bus turns to the other lane to drive off. and i stand there speechless. like wtf. so thank god its a red light, i rush over and wave at the driver, instead of opening the doors, he diao's and drives off. i stand there and go fcuk. hellloooo, im not nuts you know. why the hell would i wave to you at a red light junction,jumping like an idiot? and its not like i fancy old men who drive buses to be waving at you.gahh. that pissed me off so bad. so jess missed her bus too and we talked about love. hahaha. oh well.

all in all, i had a great day and thank you to my girlies for making it exciting. love hugs and showers of kisses.

theycallmegene.


layed here,charmed at 5:43 AM

Friday, April 14, 2006

"Y O U are making this hard."

woke up on the wrong side of the bed today. numerous tantrums throwed, raising of voice,feelings like utter crap and a near breakdown. thats not how i wanted it to be. stress is going to get the best of me. i need to stop that from happening, i need to learn to get a hold of myself.

this entire week; ive been breathing,sleeping and eating basketball, havent completed my detention which i got ages ago, no revising for countless tests and asignments due next week,sleeping less then the daily average due to countless thoughts racing through my mind, waking up with hate and unrespondent to the surroundings.

"beautiful dont." i ask myself questions of which i never know the answer. infatuation runs deep. im losing you and its effortless. i never hear the words i want to hear,i never know the right words to say. i guess the hardest part of holding on is letting go.

i'll let you conclude.
i need chocolates. i need the happy hormones to start working. i feel utterly shitty and i hate it.
save me,someone.


layed here,charmed at 6:09 AM

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

"you're the one mistake i didnt really mind."

my finger is hurting again. i really need to go see the docs. its always the same freaking finger every single time i play. gahh. so today we had a match with bmss. i must say that im bloody disappointed with myself. even though the score ended in a draw, i consider myself having lost the match. sigh i wonder what were we doing, not on form, not alert. and lastly, losing to such a school makes the load even heavier. oh well.

ITS EXACTLY A WEEK TO MY BIRTHDAY.
AHHHH! I CANT WAIT.
and to all you punkassbitches out there, i want
A MALE STRIPPER IN A FIREMAN'S HAT WITH RED UNDIES THAT READ:
"GENE MAKES MY PEEPEE GO DOING DOING DOING" AND OH WITH A BLACK BOWTIE.
*fantasizes*
nahhh,i know you wont be able to afford that. so, i'll settle for anything else besides soft toys.
im 16 not 6. i dont hug bears to sleep. well at least not anymore. haha ok im being uberly lame.
my finger hurts. i wanna sleep. i want a double chocolate frap. i dont wanna go to school tmr. i need sleep. i dunno why im still typing. ooooh ahhh. i love zoe's cardboard box boobies. they rock.

ive gone nuts.
loves!


layed here,charmed at 6:13 AM

Friday, March 31, 2006

"nothing tastes as sweet as what i cant have."

it is a saturday afternoon, 1pm to be exact and what am i doing? allow me to fill you in. i am being touchy and feely with a zit on my forehead, closing multiple pornographic pop ups which is driving me nuts, watching a crazy gay assed green suit wearing band called hotchip on mtv and trying to fix my mobile phone. and let me just state the condition i am in to add a touch of excitement. i am in what i would call in vintage leopard shorts which has a hole near my ass, squinting my eyes and sniffling my nose excessively, tissue in one hand trying to stuff it up my nostril and well, my hair looks like dried gress you see along the roadside. EXCITING! gahh i feel like cutting my nose off right now! but then, antartica would go missing. hahahaha.

this week has been (insert word here) i dont know how to describe it. watched numerous baskbetball matches as i skipped detention. detention is for wankers. RVH didnt make it to the finals,lost out to catholic by 2balls. coach seemed expresionless. but you gotta give them credit for being excellent sportsmen unlike some asswipes. shant mention names. pathetic gay fags. anyways i didnt go to school yesterday. the babe(you know the pig in the movie) of my class ms ong, tripped me during pe class while playing monkey. fell on my 'centipede' leg and it blew up. it still hurts and the swelling hasnt gone down completely. its kinda scary actually, you can feel a lump. in case you were wondering what the hell is my centipede leg, well its my 18stitches right knee. and why does it have 18stiches? shutup,its a long story. so yeah, period.

so i spent last weekend at zoe's house. the woman is mad i tell you. piyoyo pajamas which she claims is so sexy, using blankets and imagining they are lion heads and she's a lion dancer, laughing about nothing, prank calling dalton and asking him to play catching at 2 am and everything else. madness. went for hknorthzone3 training before that around 5. first time was pretty scary, didnt know anyone cept for the 4 of us and everyone else there looked like female loan shark runners. i dont mean to be rude,honestly, but yeah in my opinion. so we left at 740 for 'tuition'. ended up going to juroung point(is that how you spell it?), decided to call my everdearest gay-he thinks his nipples are cute- of a bestfriend jeremy. he doesnt read my blog so he wont kill me for that. called him before we left bukit gombak and he said he'll reach there before us. 1hr later, after dinner i call him, "bloody hell where are you?" he answers "coming already,i offing things." what the hell do you off that takes so long i wondered. ends up he was 'offing' his tv. what an idiot. walked around aimlessly with zoe(cant rem what we did.) for sometime when finally he arrived! wearing a jacket! it was soo bloody warm that evening and he was the only one wearing a jacket in the entire shopping mall(well maybe cuz i didnt see anyone else wearing one.) so dumb i tell you. spent the evening laughing at people hanging around the osim fair. igallop is the most retarded and freaking funny gadget i have ever seen. you should have seen the people on those things. aah..aaah..aaaah!jeremy and i couldnt help but laugh so loud. the funniest part was this little girl trying on the uzap crap. its supposed to like vibrate and shit,but instead,the girl was vibrating uncontrollably. and thats when jer and i broke out again. maha. evil, i know.

dont know what else to rant about. maybe i should update more on a daily basis?
gahh :D
well,today is the 1st of april which means its 19 days to my BIRTHDAY!!
start saving bitches, i expect pressies. after all, i am turning SIXTEEN.
and you only get a chance to be sweet sixteen, ONCE.

all my love
-gene


layed here,charmed at 8:56 PM

Thursday, March 23, 2006

"oh baby when you talk like that, you got me hypnotized."


didnt go to school today. well actually more like dad's car broke down, had to take bus, bus drove at a unbelivably slow rate, ended up reaching 10minutes later than expected, whined to daddy bout detention and how it sucks major ass, ended up taking a bus back home.
spent my entire day lazing around watching tv,playing icy tower and dancing like nobody's watching. icy tower is an addictive game. me and seb got our names written in the discipline file by mrs tan for playing that instead of doing our project work. according to her "she could see the game from the reflection of seb's glasses." like WAH! nuff of that. went to support RV in the nationals yesterday. it was coach's other team so we thought why not go support. honestly, i think RV is a real wack'd up school. they had a fair share of supporters but you know what? NONE of their school people actually cheered nor clapped for them. so since they had no cheer squad, me tresha and jiayin(and maybe a few other ahem extras) decided to take over. and baby i bet hands down! that the 3 of us were louder than the entire woodlands ring supporters. made a HELL lot of noise. it was freaking funny i swear.

after all, i am a loud person.

went over to zoe's after that. was to go to SBC to support weiyan for her match but didnt in the end. cause most of the girls couldnt make it. so we ended up going to westmall. went ballistic and did a whole lotta cam whoring. zoe saw this couple hugging and doing smthing crazy so she though it'd be fun to do it on me. she kept hugging me and going crazy. but im used to it. and me being the good person that i am, entertained her with a dance in the middle of bukit batok interchange. "you see what. 5seconds $1 ah. still see." had dinner at tresh's sexy-rapist-smoking- lover's kopitiam. bballed and then rushed home. first time i managed to do continous layups without missing a ball. that is until, some freak on blades stole the ball away from me. i wonder who plays basketball on blades? hmmm.

but its times like these,i live for.

tomorrow is friday, which means no detention! HURRAH! but i still have four more days and a report slip which is a week overdue to sign. soo *RIPS HAIR OUT*. there goes my weekend.
shit i just remembered i have tons of hwk to do. physics, elective, geography. ahhhhh.
*wwwwwwwhhhhhhhyyyyyyyyy?!?!* do i deserve to be punished like this. is procrastinating THAT SINFUL. maha.

:]
-there's so many things i want to say to you, but i dont know how.-
my wonderwall.


layed here,charmed at 4:33 AM

Sunday, March 19, 2006

"tian tian wo xu yao ni ai, wo de xing zi you ni zai."


TOMORROW ;
is monday.
is a new day.
is the start of a new term.
is doomsday.
i need to show paps my report slip.
i HAVE to go for tuition.
i have training.

I HAVE A WHOLE LOT OF THINGS GOING ON FOR TOMORROW.
arghh busybusybusy.

pss,i had a haircut today.
its kinda weird in a certain way.
i love astro chan for putting up with me sooo long.
she was being her usual retard self laughing non stop from the cab to town.
i wonder why taking pictures in a cab is soo humourous.
enlighten me?
being a cab driver should be fun.
you get to watch your passengers do things and act like you didnt see anything.
so a cab's like a mobile movie theatre with real un scripted acting going on behind.
isnt that fun!
ok that was sooo random i know. im just bored!

being infatuated with someone is a nice feeling.
i almost forgot what is was like.*


layed here,charmed at 4:26 AM

Cut my wrists & black my eyes.